Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Like a Samurai who had lost his battle; a bird who's lost her wing; a fire without its flame and a song without any soul

After hearing my best buddy tell me that he most likely to remain single for the rest of his life coz he cant even take care of himself, let alone taking care of his partner....

Beside that, got go to know another 2 of my female fren getting married...it really reflect how badly am i. And most of my fren are attrached or married. At the age of 27, what have i achieved? No gf for the past 27 yrs? Ppl have been telling me that my fate have yet to come...juz wondering where will it come....at the age of 50??

2 of my buddies, they are single too...why cant gals recongise the goodness in us?

In term of work, i no longer have to drive/determination to push forward...In the past, I always wanna be a manager...trying to push myself and prove my worth...at least..aim for Asst Manager before the age of 30...I even took a degree course....to pursue my dream...and of coz, i can be the same status as "sm one"...

The harder we push, the harder we chase...may get us to a certain level....but how long can the passion last....? Every time we reached that level, others have reach another new level....It is juz a chasing game...

Should I juz do enough to surpass my own ability?? I no longer have the fighting spirit...

Juz like a Samurai who had lost his battle; a bird who's lost her wing; a fire without its flame and a song without any soul...

1 comment:

Citizen Soldier said...

"Whatever that has not taken place the way u weanted it juz meant that its not time for it to happen...there is a pattern in life, juz do your best and let nature takes its course...anyway when it comes to relationship would you rather meet someone at 27yrs old get married but live unhappily together till you die or meet that special someone at 70yrs old get married and live happily till you die??"
- Citizen Soldier