hope not to c u

"hope not to c u" was the replied she sms me when i said i maybe gg down to taste her mum laksa at "sm where". This really bring me down to earth and my hopes and heart was crushed.

The last time i dropped tears was when my dad passed away in 2002. That was painful.
I told myself before that there nothing as sad and sorrow as the death of my father and i shall not weep in any case. No matter how sad/hurtful the matter is. Last night, the "curse" was broken...

The path was clear. Finally she said something after so long of keeping mum. After so long of being stupid(myself) and hoping there might be a little hope of chance.

Thank you. I just wanna to ur friend again. Wasnt us very friendly in the past?
Once biten twice shy. The curse was broken last night. 我的心真的受伤了

(Damn!! My ipod was playing 谭咏麟 "让爱继续" followed by 杨丞琳 "暧昧" while i was writing this blog...Make me feel like sai)