"hope not to c u" was the replied she sms me when i said i maybe gg down to taste her mum laksa at "sm where". This really bring me down to earth and my hopes and heart was crushed.
The last time i dropped tears was when my dad passed away in 2002. That was painful.
I told myself before that there nothing as sad and sorrow as the death of my father and i shall not weep in any case. No matter how sad/hurtful the matter is. Last night, the "curse" was broken...
The path was clear. Finally she said something after so long of keeping mum. After so long of being stupid(myself) and hoping there might be a little hope of chance.
Thank you. I just wanna to ur friend again. Wasnt us very friendly in the past?
Once biten twice shy. The curse was broken last night. 我的心真的受伤了
(Damn!! My ipod was playing 谭咏麟 "让爱继续" followed by 杨丞琳 "暧昧" while i was writing this blog...Make me feel like sai)
Monday, April 9, 2007
Posts from previous Blogger Account
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
Suay suay suay!!!!
I tot i started 2007 with a bang...Everything started well...and now...it seem that i am a loser! A big one too!Down with illness 2 times and take so long to heal...And my job..screwballs!! 2nd or 3rd days asked me to take over everything...taught me in the morning and within the next 1 or 2 hr must produce results...Tried to learn by my own and was insulted of being slow in work...kana insulted that i duno how to do...kana complained to boss i cannot make it...but boss understand as i am only few days old...today, get to noe that management also do not have a good impression of me...i juz feel like rated so unfairly...WTF!!! do i need to be a bastard so that others wont bastard on me? why are they so many "MF" around?? Do not force the evil out of me pls...Am i suay or wat?? Argggg...
Posted by Yong at 5:40 AM
Thursday, March 15, 2007
life and death
life and death have a common point....upon birth, is the path toward death....
birth = welcome
death = bidding goodbye
people celebrate birth when a new baby is born...tearful when death is call upon...since both have common point...as we always say "happy ending"in this case, death should be happy too...it juz abt bidding goodbye....and having a good ending...
Posted by Yong at 6:13 AM
Monday, March 12, 2007
i am a bastard!!
Testimonials from friends:
"you are suppose to be someone filled with happiness and sunshine!!! com'on hit the sea side again! "
"Got to know this friendly n jovial guy when i was in TP."
"A helpful, friendly & sociable guy who never runs out of topics to chat about. "
" i koe this funny guy when we were working at taka...."
"PY here is a real ladies' man!! Sure knowshow to please a gal anytime..."
"hey hey! quite a crappy person la, though on the surface like oni joke joke, do haf a serious side of him.. a nice fren to haf,will b there for u when u nid him kind.. he's crazy over cute gals!!haha...."
"Phin Yong is a person who has full of jokes and ideas. "
"PhinYong here is a Big Joker. jokes alittle lame but still laughable."
Who am i now???????!!!!!
Arggggg!!!!!! I have lost myself...what " What doen't kill ya makes ya stronger"??? i dont even know who am i now...................
Posted by Yong at 6:23 AM
Monday, March 12, 2007
Motivation!!
here comes my short and boring blog again....work didnt go well for me ever since i started my new job last wks...thing wasnt that much...but i was given v little time to pick up...taught me once...and expect me to know...and due date to meet...wtf!! Apart from that...nothing seem to be a challenge to me..heh..isnt me an uni student? i juz havent got my cert..damn it!! Lot of pretty gals at work everyday...almost 90% of them are ladies...too bad...80% of them are married i guess...and the remaining 10% all got bf...nevertheless...still got my 156 bus stop gal...keep me gg every morn...I'm seeking motivation everyday...When will my source of inspiration finally appear before me?
Posted by Yong at 6:04 AM
Saturday, March 10, 2007
When is my "graduation ceremony"?
Juz finished watching 我猜 我猜 我猜猜猜 show...Chen Ling last show...and was kinda emotional when Jacky Wu presented her the "graduation ceremony"...she cried...It was very heart warming...Thinking back to last wks, my last day in my former employer, I was basically being "ignored" ...nevertheless, that was my last chance being so closed and having a chance to speak to her...Hai....stupid me...When is my "graduation ceremony"??
I miss.......
Posted by Yong at 9:06 AM
Thursday, March 8, 2007
does chocolate makes one happy?
been down for the past few days....mainly becoz i couldnt get to c "sm one" any more...heard that chocolate do make ones more happy...think gonna eat more of it!!! anyone wanna share wif me??
looking forward to be carefree...happy...bo chap...jia you!!!
Posted by Yong at 5:43 AM
Suay suay suay!!!!
I tot i started 2007 with a bang...Everything started well...and now...it seem that i am a loser! A big one too!Down with illness 2 times and take so long to heal...And my job..screwballs!! 2nd or 3rd days asked me to take over everything...taught me in the morning and within the next 1 or 2 hr must produce results...Tried to learn by my own and was insulted of being slow in work...kana insulted that i duno how to do...kana complained to boss i cannot make it...but boss understand as i am only few days old...today, get to noe that management also do not have a good impression of me...i juz feel like rated so unfairly...WTF!!! do i need to be a bastard so that others wont bastard on me? why are they so many "MF" around?? Do not force the evil out of me pls...Am i suay or wat?? Argggg...
Posted by Yong at 5:40 AM
Thursday, March 15, 2007
life and death
life and death have a common point....upon birth, is the path toward death....
birth = welcome
death = bidding goodbye
people celebrate birth when a new baby is born...tearful when death is call upon...since both have common point...as we always say "happy ending"in this case, death should be happy too...it juz abt bidding goodbye....and having a good ending...
Posted by Yong at 6:13 AM
Monday, March 12, 2007
i am a bastard!!
Testimonials from friends:
"you are suppose to be someone filled with happiness and sunshine!!! com'on hit the sea side again! "
"Got to know this friendly n jovial guy when i was in TP."
"A helpful, friendly & sociable guy who never runs out of topics to chat about. "
" i koe this funny guy when we were working at taka...."
"PY here is a real ladies' man!! Sure knowshow to please a gal anytime..."
"hey hey! quite a crappy person la, though on the surface like oni joke joke, do haf a serious side of him.. a nice fren to haf,will b there for u when u nid him kind.. he's crazy over cute gals!!haha...."
"Phin Yong is a person who has full of jokes and ideas. "
"PhinYong here is a Big Joker. jokes alittle lame but still laughable."
Who am i now???????!!!!!
Arggggg!!!!!! I have lost myself...what " What doen't kill ya makes ya stronger"??? i dont even know who am i now...................
Posted by Yong at 6:23 AM
Monday, March 12, 2007
Motivation!!
here comes my short and boring blog again....work didnt go well for me ever since i started my new job last wks...thing wasnt that much...but i was given v little time to pick up...taught me once...and expect me to know...and due date to meet...wtf!! Apart from that...nothing seem to be a challenge to me..heh..isnt me an uni student? i juz havent got my cert..damn it!! Lot of pretty gals at work everyday...almost 90% of them are ladies...too bad...80% of them are married i guess...and the remaining 10% all got bf...nevertheless...still got my 156 bus stop gal...keep me gg every morn...I'm seeking motivation everyday...When will my source of inspiration finally appear before me?
Posted by Yong at 6:04 AM
Saturday, March 10, 2007
When is my "graduation ceremony"?
Juz finished watching 我猜 我猜 我猜猜猜 show...Chen Ling last show...and was kinda emotional when Jacky Wu presented her the "graduation ceremony"...she cried...It was very heart warming...Thinking back to last wks, my last day in my former employer, I was basically being "ignored" ...nevertheless, that was my last chance being so closed and having a chance to speak to her...Hai....stupid me...When is my "graduation ceremony"??
I miss.......
Posted by Yong at 9:06 AM
Thursday, March 8, 2007
does chocolate makes one happy?
been down for the past few days....mainly becoz i couldnt get to c "sm one" any more...heard that chocolate do make ones more happy...think gonna eat more of it!!! anyone wanna share wif me??
looking forward to be carefree...happy...bo chap...jia you!!!
Posted by Yong at 5:43 AM
Posts from Friendster Blog
Time to move on...
911, what a day to say "I quit!"
I think i have tried hard enough to get near to you...trying to know you but there aint any respond from u...it has been more than a year now...I'm tired...i need feedback from u...but ur body language tell me otherwise...i think it time i call a day off...in others eyes, i may be stupid....i just wanna see ur smile everyday...
I made a birthday gift for you...i duno how u will react but it meant for u...it will be yours....
u are always a class above me and all the while i been chasing after it...it's good! At least, i have gone up to another level.
I noe that i wont be happy for awhile...but its time to move on...
September 12, 2006
May I love you?
I though l have lost my interests in you...and certainly moved on...but when i saw u wearing that ring on ur fourth finger, my heart sank...and that conclused that i still like you....
Ur body language tell it all but it seem that i am refusing to accept it...believing one day u may give me the chance...
How much i wanna to tell u i like you...and how much i wanna dote u...
You are "the" princess and "the" superwoman...brainly, petit, tall and beautiful and most of all soooo sweet...but there is a diff in status and age...and how long will i hang on...??
July 07, 2006
Found my long lost fren
I so glad that I can meet up wif her again. Used to be my ex-love..ex-love as in someone i do really care in the past but nothing turn out...Those auntie and uncle so stop ur gossips!! heh heh
So delighted to see her again and she accepted me as her "Zhi Xin" fren..So touchy.... Hmm, cried in front of me for the 2nd time...omg!!
She been thru alot...I only asked u if u miss me...and u start crying...Omg!! Who bully her again!! This time is worse than the 1st time she cried to me...she told me she really didnt talk to anyone abt herself for the past 1 yr plus except her robot dog which was in her car..however, the batt went flat recently...
Her sorrows...her stress...her difficulties...who will/can understand...she's so depressed...What can i do to help her?
Dont worry...I will stand by you whenever u need sm one to talk to...be ur supporting pillar...
Thank you again! 1 yr plus may not be v long...but it show that frenship do last...I can feel the warmth. Have you? Salute to you!
April 23, 2006
911, what a day to say "I quit!"
I think i have tried hard enough to get near to you...trying to know you but there aint any respond from u...it has been more than a year now...I'm tired...i need feedback from u...but ur body language tell me otherwise...i think it time i call a day off...in others eyes, i may be stupid....i just wanna see ur smile everyday...
I made a birthday gift for you...i duno how u will react but it meant for u...it will be yours....
u are always a class above me and all the while i been chasing after it...it's good! At least, i have gone up to another level.
I noe that i wont be happy for awhile...but its time to move on...
September 12, 2006
May I love you?
I though l have lost my interests in you...and certainly moved on...but when i saw u wearing that ring on ur fourth finger, my heart sank...and that conclused that i still like you....
Ur body language tell it all but it seem that i am refusing to accept it...believing one day u may give me the chance...
How much i wanna to tell u i like you...and how much i wanna dote u...
You are "the" princess and "the" superwoman...brainly, petit, tall and beautiful and most of all soooo sweet...but there is a diff in status and age...and how long will i hang on...??
July 07, 2006
Found my long lost fren
I so glad that I can meet up wif her again. Used to be my ex-love..ex-love as in someone i do really care in the past but nothing turn out...Those auntie and uncle so stop ur gossips!! heh heh
So delighted to see her again and she accepted me as her "Zhi Xin" fren..So touchy.... Hmm, cried in front of me for the 2nd time...omg!!
She been thru alot...I only asked u if u miss me...and u start crying...Omg!! Who bully her again!! This time is worse than the 1st time she cried to me...she told me she really didnt talk to anyone abt herself for the past 1 yr plus except her robot dog which was in her car..however, the batt went flat recently...
Her sorrows...her stress...her difficulties...who will/can understand...she's so depressed...What can i do to help her?
Dont worry...I will stand by you whenever u need sm one to talk to...be ur supporting pillar...
Thank you again! 1 yr plus may not be v long...but it show that frenship do last...I can feel the warmth. Have you? Salute to you!
April 23, 2006
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